Poem and Drawing by Kenzie F
What if I never expected your request?
What if I never left my house that night ?
What if I never opened your messages,
Would we have still crossed paths?
What if I never looked if your eyes,
What if I didn't get lost in them?
What if I never smiled hearing your name?
I still do
I smile the same way you would remember a loved one from the past
You might as well be gone
I mourn like you are
What if I didn’t cry though?
What if I never walked in the rain that night?
What if you never said you loved me?
Would you still be discussed by name now?
I’d rather you not remember me
Then loathe me like you do now
Because what if we never met
At least not in this moment
Maybe another day
A day where you meant what you said
Did you mean it when you said it?
I question that often
What if I actually was something to you?
I hate the thought of that
Always constantly questioning what could have been
I am glad you are gone
But what if you weren’t
What if?
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